Well, well. Seems like it’s the 239802984th time that I land myself in this state. Guess people who knew about my past sagas are already sick of me being like this. That’s why many of them can’t really be bothered by what is happening to me now. Really can’t blame them, because I don’t learn from my mistakes. They advised me, but I’m just too stubborn to change.

I know no one wants or is able to help me, some stuff really need to be solved by myself. But all I really need, is just some listening ears, especially those who are aware of the situation and know the involved parties. I just need to pour things out of my heart with someone to listen. There’s only one person who meets this criteria, but she is sick of my nonsense already. So I won’t be bugging her that much.