Hey readers, sorry for not updating as nothing significant can be updated.  It’s all mundane. After work activities have been cut down tons since then, and I go home everyday after work. I can’t be bothered to look for after-work activities as well.

Friends? Easily count with only just both hands. My attitude problem had made me lost alot of friends.  Those that used to hang out during weekends don’t come out anymore. I’ve been pretty much a loner over the years. I usually keep things to myself, unless the person I want to share with knows what’s going on. I am a contradicting person: I want to be alone, but I don’t like to be alone. (WTF mate?)

I can spend the whole day sitting in front of my computer and just do nothing at all. Trying to find things to do but seems all helpless. OMG I GOT NO FREAKING LIFE. :S

Seems like there is a need for me to broaden my social circle. However I seems to be rejecting myself frm the social circle outside of my current circle. Recently I tend to isolate myself from others, I don’t know what’s going on. I can’t express myself.

Bring me out of this darkness. I need my motivation.