[rant to self]

JIM AH JIM! Can you STOP making the same mistakes OVER AND OVER AGAIN? You yourself know what you do will cause everything to go downhill from here, and you are STILL doing it. What’s wrong with you? BETTER WAKE UP YOUR IDEA!

[/rant to self]

Not only you will be tired, I will too. You wanted things to be this way, fine. I guess I won’t try any more, I guess this is what you have been waiting for to happen. Congrats, you won.

I respect your decision, but I never want this to happen….

I realise people do wrong thing despite knowing it is wrong to do so. And they regret for doing things they had done. Why only regret when damage has been done? Human nature, I reckon.

People may ask: Regretted? You sure? Why the same thing is happening over and over again?

I guess it is good if people learn from mistakes, and not repeating mistakes over and over again. It is important to do it like they meant it, not just by saying it. Talk is cheap, do it!

I’m definitely applicable to the above as well.

“Sometimes it’s wrong to walk away, though you think it’s over
Knowing there’s so much more to say
Suddenly the moment’s gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round.”
- Have You Ever, S-Club 7

IT show was on over the weekend. I pampered myself by getting a 24″ full HD LCD monitor and Creative Zen 4GB. Total damage $999! That’s about 3.5 months of my savings of my monthly salary.

Asus MK241H - S$800
(color looks funny due to the angle as it’s a TN panel)

Creative Zen 4GB - $199

With these 2 items bought, that’s 2 items off my wanted list!

And oh, I did terribly for today’s paper. First time I can feel I’m failing definitely. Guess gonna waste another $1,900 to retake this brainless module. Yeah, I’m even more brainless to flunk the brainless module. Hope Wednesday’s paper isn’t this bad, but there are not tips, past year paper for me to read on. Totally clueless!

Had cleared the big project of the semester. What’s next? The dreaded exams. Every semester I will tell myself not to slack anymore and get focused on it, but in the end, it’s still ends up the same way: wasting time doing nothing.

Final Year Project has started even before the exams. There is a proposal due supposedly 2 days after the exams. How is that possible?! And my teammates don’t seem proactive in the upcoming FYP. GG to myself? *sigh*

Think I shall focus on my exams first. Stressing out! Help me someone!