Well, well. Seems like it’s the 239802984th time that I land myself in this state. Guess people who knew about my past sagas are already sick of me being like this. That’s why many of them can’t really be bothered by what is happening to me now. Really can’t blame them, because I don’t learn from my mistakes. They advised me, but I’m just too stubborn to change.

I know no one wants or is able to help me, some stuff really need to be solved by myself. But all I really need, is just some listening ears, especially those who are aware of the situation and know the involved parties. I just need to pour things out of my heart with someone to listen. There’s only one person who meets this criteria, but she is sick of my nonsense already. So I won’t be bugging her that much.

Esplanade/Singapore River photoshoots… Fireworks… Toy catching… Fun moments isn’t it?

Don’t know what to say now
don’t know where to start
I don’t know how to handle
a complicated heart

You tell me you are leaving
but I just have to say
before you throw it all away

Chorus:
Even if you want to go alone
I will be waiting when you’re coming home
if you need someone to ease the pain
you can lean on me, my love will still remain

Don’t know what you’re thinking
to me it seems quite tough
to hold a conversation
when words are not enough

so this is your decision
and there’s nothing I can do
I can only say to you

Chorus:
Even if you want to go alone
I will be waiting when you’re coming home
if you need someone to ease the pain
you can lean on me, my love will still remain

Can you forgive me again?
I don’t know what I said
But I didn’t mean to hurt you

I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurts so much to hurt you

Then you look at me
You’re not shouting anymore
You’re silently broken

I’d give anything now
to kill those words for you

Each time I say something I regret, I cry “I don’t wanna lose you!”
But some how I know that you will never leave me, yeah.

‘Cause you were made for me
Some how I’ll make you see
How happy you make me

I can’t live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive

So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I’m screaming inside that I’m sorry..

And you forgive me again
You’re my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you

When

will

I

learn

from

my

mistakes

?????

Guess I have sent myself to my own doom. Something that an apology won’t help either. No one to blame but myself. Not gonna cry over a split milk. Time to stay low and just hope I’ll be forgiven.